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Name: Rika
Country: Japan
Birthday: 1/8/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: i love to have fun and experience new things in life~ i love dancing n clubbin and spending time with my people~ working hard and playing hard is how i live life~
Expertise: i guess i can say Japanese, Korean, and English cultures?? and hmm i have to say fashion sense.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Member Since:
5/18/2003
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| There are two types of truth.
1. The unavoidable, ultimate truth.
2. The truth you imagined and believe.
Message: Get it straight. Don't lie to yourself.
When a person has something to hide in their left hand, they will overly try to get attention on their right hand.
People talk about all the dramatic things in life and how they hate it. But if you live a simple life without paying attention to the things you hate, you don't have to go through it. The only reason why you hate some things that happen around you is because you concentrate too much on it. For example, you might say you hate liars because you lie and you want to make others think you don't.
Question: Why concentrate or pay attention to things you hate?
Resolution: 1. Be a critical thinker.
2. Don't assume things.
3. Think before you take action.
4. Listen till the very end.
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| - I believeInside this heart of mine
there hides all the bubbles of nervousness and anxiousness
Drowning in the pool of this world..... I see a path before me....
I feel so blind.....which is the road i am to take?
How am I to find myself?
I belive myself..... believing it seems to start all that surrounds me....
I believe myself...and that warm light guides me, making sure I don't get lost....
I believe.....
In the pool of this world I see people living life as it flows....
I compare them to myself and can't help but to sigh....
Not being able to blend into the colors they live in...
I swore i'd be black...
I believe myself....believing it seems to start all that surrounds me....
I believe myself...and that warm light I feel guides me, making sure I don't get lost...
I believe....
Staring at the sky that survives in peace, I wonder if I can ever be that way....
I believe myself.....believing it seems to start all that surrounds me...
I believe myself.....and that warm light I feel guides me, making sure I don't get lost...
I believe ...myself....
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| so many things are changing inside of me. things that i thought would be so weren't so....
things i thought would become of me.... are never to come....
but what can i do but flow like a river?
there is not much i can do about the things that happen around me... but there is always something i can do for myself.
i should never forget that.
somethings seem to be going in a positive way.. while i still carry that burden and doubt inside of me... but freedom is only one step away. only just that one step away.....
a little more for me and i can see that light before me where i can fly free like that bird that i always dreamed of being....
there will be things i will leave behind but i cannot have all the things i want in the world. | | |
| i may cry today... but i will smile tomorrow
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| i was happy today... spending time with someone that cares for me...
i'm starting to care for that person as well...
just that i think to myself... is this real?
is this my opportunity??? i don't know yet... only time will give me that answer....
am i being lied to???
why am i so suspicious???
should i follow my mind or my heart???
that's always a difficult decision...
im working soon.... i should get some sleep...yet i can't sleep....
working a long shift tomorrow....
trying to get by day by day....
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